So lets be reacquainted once again....

Its been an extremely weird and testing few weeks. After having months of almost zero emotional activity, god decided to give me my year's supply in the space of 2 weeks. The most pressing issue of them all....

My freakin career...

Ive been at such crossroads with regards to my career, been thinkin abt makin a switch but somehow after much thought and quite a earful from my dad....

Once again, ive decided against it....

Somehow, no matter how u look at it, and especially from a son's point of view. A father's advice hits like no other. I dont knoe how to truly explain it, but somehow it objectifies and eradicates doubt, its like as if he knew what the hell is goin on in your head. Somehow, in many ways, only a father can see through his son's eyes, only because it was his eyes in the first place....

The one thing i learned, sometimes reality overpowers risk, u can never have everything u want, or even some of it, but the choices u make are gonna have some bearing to your future. And although it really depends on what kind of future youre lookin at, u have to choose the fastest form of transportation to get there...

Its gonna mean u gotta make some sacrifices......

Its gonna mean u gotta let go of certain things that u love...

Big big sacrifices...

Ive made my choice, as hard as it is.....


But im sure i did the right thing....

I guess the same goes with love.....

My sis asked me this....

Whats the worst feeling in the world?

Knowing the one u love is in love with someone else, i wouldnt wish that on anyone..

Lupe Fiasco's take on mackin' game from an interview in Complex magazine...

'i dont kick game no more. If your purpose in life is to find that one person you can trust and be with for the rest of your life, its not gonna come through no game'..

and thats why i didnt play any games this time......

Further proof that no all rappers are as dumb as everyone thinks...

Im outz